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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

New Job..

I just started new job,on 7 September 2009. Join a new family,that's fun. On the first week,i going for outstation with my colleague to Penang and Alor Setar for support. Overnight in Penang for 3 days. Is cheap the hotel RM70 per night,is a budget hotel. Haha....learn some new software too.
After back for 2 days,i going to Kuantan and Terengganu (Kemaman) for support again. This time the journey quite tiring,we dun have time to rest once reach in Kuantan. The shop owner is really disturbing and very annoying. Ask this and that,but we had to be patient and step by step teach. At the shop untill 1am. And then we pack our stuff head to nearest hotel,luckily the hotel is not fully booked due to Hari Raya week. Check-in and quickly take bath and take a nap. Pity my colleague rushing the database for other shop(cafe). Next morning,check-out 10pm head to Kemaman for support. Reach the destination but the place is to messy,can't do anything. We just drop off the PC and search for hotel. is budget hotel too. This time the hotel is facing river,nice view but our room is facing back,so is WINDOW-LESS. haha.
Very suffer when search for lunch and dinner,not much Restaurant or Chinese Food. We end up at Hari -Hari Kopitiam. Is a chinese owner but serve HALAL only.What to do,when is hungry every food will do.

BLACKandWHITE Tuesday, September 29, 2009


Monday, August 24, 2009

Sorry dear.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're right .I'm sorry about all things I said to you
And I know, I cant take it back. I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds.

BLACKandWHITE Monday, August 24, 2009


Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Love Yourself First

You can't love someone else until you first learn to love yourself. Why do you need to love yourself first? Love yourself, is the greatest love of all. Well so that you love and appreciate yourself more. So that you will be value more by others. So that you would be happier and make those who around you happier.

You know what? Screw that! The most boring person in the world is those who love themselves first!

As much as I wanted to believe in loving myself first, we all know we did all things because of someone else. It's never mind if that someone else is your parents, spouses, children, family or even friends. So we are actually can't love ourselves before we first learn how to love someone else.

Face it, we all do something because of someone else, this include to love ourselves.

Well, you took up that course just because your parents want you to be somebody someday. Well so that they could be proudly announce you as an engineer in front of their siblings who obviously doing the same thing on their children.

You stop speeding just because you are not driving alone and that someone's life is on your hand. At the same time, speeding would cost you RM300 ticket once you get caught. Oh, yea, that's a lot.

Girls spent thousands on make up, facial, clothes and accessories monthly, just because of the loved ones.

Well, I started to take good care of myself because of my dear.

See here, the reason you love yourself is because of you love that other person first.

And I really wonder why do some 'guru's find that writing a love letter to themselves, and tell how much they love themselves would do any better. Well this goes the same to those who send flowers to themselves on Valentine's Day or Birthday. That's so pathetic. If nobody else want to send a letter to you, fine, live with it! If nobody care enough to give you any present on Valentine's Day, live with it! Seriously you don't have to waste that kind of money and feeling down for the rest of the month for being poor. Roses and chocolates aren't cheap on Valentine.

BLACKandWHITE Wednesday, August 05, 2009


Monday, August 03, 2009

What is wrong with sex? @@"

What is so dirty 'bout it? Isn't sex is how we get into the world in the first place?

Hate to admit this. But I think I love it when my mind tells me the imagination. I love it when actually discussed about what would do to each other on bedroom. I love it when she told me that she would tear my shorts and rape me. I told her where I love to be touched and what will I do to her.

And what is so wrong about this? At least I am preparing myself into doing it. Rather than waiting innocently wondering what would be done to me.

After all, sex is serving two people who are in love, not letting one of them serving another, while the other one got fucked.

True?

BLACKandWHITE Monday, August 03, 2009





My dear with happy smile

August 2. I attend a course regarding Health & Cholesterol. My dear are late, she are not ready when i arrived her house. I wait for her with patient,because i know she helping her parent in shop. She make up look beautiful and pretty(sexy). She then change cloth and ready to go. We arrived the centre around 1.25pm,luckily not late. I sat there and listen the Guest speaker elaborate the information to us, he elaborate in very details,easy to understand. The course end on 5.30pm. After that, we straight head to Mid Valley Megamall to have our meal at Canton-i. Very long we dint eat expensive meal at shopping mall. I really happy when had a lunch or dinner with my dear. After the meal,dear want to eat ice cream (Galatissimo Ice Cream) at Garden Lower Ground.
We go walk-walk on Garden,window shopping. Then when on the way home,Joshua called and ask us to join them for dinner. My dear inform them that he had our dinner already,but i still want to go for a drink. At last we end up to meet at seafood restaurant. Joshua eat Fish Head Noodle and we order LALA and Crab. AGAIN CRAB...Really addicted with it. All thanks to my dear. >.<'

BLACKandWHITE Monday, August 03, 2009


Friday, July 31, 2009

Future..

Yesterday 30 July,i suddenly mood turn down in the afternoon. My mind are totally blank,and no direction to go. I text my dear with all those negative msg. Make her damn down too. I really confused,headache with my problem. I had to face it everyday when my eye open from sleep. I had to control my financial. I dint even go anywhere to spend my entertainment,modified car like last time already,as long i meet my dear,had meal with her together I'm OK with it. I rather stay at home online and search some health article. I know sometimes we need entertainment but when financial problem appear,automatically we won't think about it. I want to buy a pair of new sport shoe but is over RM250. Is over my budget,so i'm not thinking to get a new pair of the sport shoe. Next week i going to cut my hair with my dear,is cost me at least RM50. And my dear going to hair treatment. The location is at the guy there (Kota Damansara). Is quite cheap for her,but for me is slightly expensive. The guy charge her cheap. She quite happy and willing to there with me. The problem is she gonna pay for me on this. I feel like very useless,dear want what i sometimes can't effort. Hope she understand my situation. Sorry ya,currently i can't effort to pay anything for you.

Today 31 July, after back from lunch. I head to Admin department,had some chat with Boon,Sharon,Wil and Connie. While talking & chit-chat,Connie suddenly ask me "How is your problem?". "Got any further action anot?" I'm totally stunt & speechless!!!!!!!! I replied "Ok" "Better now" . She said "Any surprise you give ur girl anot? I answer back "What surprise" Connie said " Buy a ring for your girlfriend la,RM3000k plus only,quite cheap ma....saw it at Pavillion (Tifiny & Co.)http://international.tiffany.com/Default.aspx?siteid=3. No need wait got what anniversary only buy thing. Girl need surprise. I'm speechless and quiet. All of them laugh only. I so shy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Actually I'm thinking about this also,but I'm dun have any saving,not enough to spend,not enough to spare for future use. I'm planning for my future and for my dear.
My planning list is long.....buy comfort car,house,travel around the 7 Continent and shopping(my dear love travel,ME TOO!! with her,i will happy like no ending!)...............middle plan is to married...last...i dunno what is last..no ending!

BLACKandWHITE Friday, July 31, 2009


Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Crab..

On Friday night 24 July, went to dear house. Help her for awhile in shop. Then later she go take bath,ready to go for dinner with me. Before out from the house,we talk about what dinner we should had. We decide to eat crab at Yulek. Quite sometime we didn't eat crab already. Crab is my dear fav food. She love to eat the crab tongs. Always eat crab also choose that tongs enough already. I see her eat I'm happy already. My dear eat not much,she eat very slow,slowly suck and lick the tongs till no taste.

BLACKandWHITE Tuesday, July 28, 2009


Friday, July 24, 2009

REMEMBER YOU

I Will Still Be Here As Long As You Hold Me In Your Memory
I Will Never Leave You If You Only Remember Me
When Your Dreams Has Ended Time Can Be Transcended
Just Remember Me.

BLACKandWHITE Friday, July 24, 2009