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Friday, July 31, 2009

Future..

Yesterday 30 July,i suddenly mood turn down in the afternoon. My mind are totally blank,and no direction to go. I text my dear with all those negative msg. Make her damn down too. I really confused,headache with my problem. I had to face it everyday when my eye open from sleep. I had to control my financial. I dint even go anywhere to spend my entertainment,modified car like last time already,as long i meet my dear,had meal with her together I'm OK with it. I rather stay at home online and search some health article. I know sometimes we need entertainment but when financial problem appear,automatically we won't think about it. I want to buy a pair of new sport shoe but is over RM250. Is over my budget,so i'm not thinking to get a new pair of the sport shoe. Next week i going to cut my hair with my dear,is cost me at least RM50. And my dear going to hair treatment. The location is at the guy there (Kota Damansara). Is quite cheap for her,but for me is slightly expensive. The guy charge her cheap. She quite happy and willing to there with me. The problem is she gonna pay for me on this. I feel like very useless,dear want what i sometimes can't effort. Hope she understand my situation. Sorry ya,currently i can't effort to pay anything for you.

Today 31 July, after back from lunch. I head to Admin department,had some chat with Boon,Sharon,Wil and Connie. While talking & chit-chat,Connie suddenly ask me "How is your problem?". "Got any further action anot?" I'm totally stunt & speechless!!!!!!!! I replied "Ok" "Better now" . She said "Any surprise you give ur girl anot? I answer back "What surprise" Connie said " Buy a ring for your girlfriend la,RM3000k plus only,quite cheap ma....saw it at Pavillion (Tifiny & Co.)http://international.tiffany.com/Default.aspx?siteid=3. No need wait got what anniversary only buy thing. Girl need surprise. I'm speechless and quiet. All of them laugh only. I so shy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Actually I'm thinking about this also,but I'm dun have any saving,not enough to spend,not enough to spare for future use. I'm planning for my future and for my dear.
My planning list is long.....buy comfort car,house,travel around the 7 Continent and shopping(my dear love travel,ME TOO!! with her,i will happy like no ending!)...............middle plan is to married...last...i dunno what is last..no ending!

BLACKandWHITE Friday, July 31, 2009