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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Things that i know will happen........

Today i just know something. My dear told me that the she go to the guy house on Sunday Night last 2 week. My dear wanted to tell me but don't know how to explain to me. She keep this secret quite some while,but i notice it when we going to colleague house for Steamboat, she say the guy house got 3 swimming pool,house balcony facing where.All she know so clearly. That time i just wonder how she know. My six sense told me that my dear went to his house,sometimes my six sense not really accurate so i don't bother. Her mom and sister know about this matter too,but her sister keep the secret not to say out and just advise me only. My dear told me the story from the beginning to the end. She said the guy bring her to Korean Restaurant have dinner,after 1 hour plus taking the dinner. The guy fetch my dear to his house,my dear quite surprise she said. She just act nothing and she say she love to see people house those concept and design. So she stay alert,view the scenery at the swimming pool. Then,the guy suddenly said go up stairs to his house have a sit and chit chat. That time i text-ing my dear and she reply all my text message. MY dear sitting at the sofa with him,den suddenly the guy hold my dear hand,start saying he like/love her la,explain a lot thing to my dear,talk a lot to my dear. My dear alert,but she stunt and blur. Don't know what to react,just stunt at there. My dear told me she saw our ring,she remember she still have me here. Luckily my dear awake and doing what. The guy can ask,CAN I KISS YOU? i really WTF man~ This call gentleman and polite? From my view he is not polite at all,not respect at all. If he are a gentleman,polite,trusted and nice guy. He won't do this kind of thing. He won't purposely bring my dear go DAMANSARA have dinner then sent her back home. He is taking advantage from my dear,but my dear trust him so much,think that he is a DIRECTOR of the saloon,a famous hairstylist,mature guy won't lie,won't do those thing,he also a guy and human being,sure will think and do something else also.My dear say a TRUSTED FRIENDS THAT HARD TO FIND,my dear really believe him so much. If i know early confirm i will beaten up the guy,no give face.But this will make more worst between me and my dear. It will end our relationship,i satisfy with it. Now is not to late to know it,i able to control my temper and behavior. The guy now seldom contact my dear,but my dear seem to miss him this kind of trust worthy friends. My dear keep text him,forward email to him sometimes tried to call him too,but the guy seem not respond. My mind thinking, the guy can't get what he want,he know i and my dear are back together so he no chance to get what he want. That's the reason he stop contact,respond my dear text message. Until now my dear still non stop text-ing him,what to do. She trust him so much,this friend hardly she can find she told this over and over. I can't change her mind too. Is her choice,advise i give already. Anything happen i don't know she can face it anot. I really hope my dear won't put much effort and hope on this guys. Everybody need friends but never trust friend so much especially stranger,know them not more den a year.

I hope i able to move 1 step forward and let it be. As long my dear know what she is doing and what she is thinking about me. There is no second chance if this kind of thing happen again,depends on the situation also. My dear i choose to be my partner and my dear is my best friend & my trusted friends ever in my life. My dear really different from others,very high maintenance person,mature thinking,very lovely person and love to get along with new people & lots of special character . So i have to face her for the following days that coming in front us. I'm not a rich kid for the moment but i able to fulfill her need,that is one of my dream. Maybe one day she will be my future partner,i hope this will true happen. And importantly is one of my dream to marry her...................i swear it!!

BLACKandWHITE Thursday, July 23, 2009