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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Now i continue my this blog. will update it once a week.

Here it goes. On Saturday 11 June,i go to zoo with my dear have some fun there. She promise me before that she willing to follow me walk around. Before that,we had a big argument and some relationship problem. I very sad because she told me her problem about her life she want. Feel it is not fair to me but its ok for her. I willing to step down,if she need to achieve her goal. I love HER so much. I can't forget about her every sec that pass by. She change my life,change my characteristic,behavior and attitude. I appreciate every single what she have done. She had a different thinking,different personality that i notice. We get along quite often,she feel is like normal life towards me. Act just a friend but not as a couple. I notice it on last year how the way she talk to me,how the reaction towards me. The feel is different. Is Totally different. but is ok for me. I slowly get use to it after all.

On 4th of July 2009,
My dear told me that she will went out for dinner with her Friend (Wayne aka Jya Son). The funny things is she not afraid to out with this guy alone. Quite happy too when talk about go out to new place. As i know i seldom bring her out to far place due to my work. She love to have entertainment,enjoy,simple and free life,no any sadness. I'm sorry sometimes i can't give what she really need from me. On the evening,i finish my bath and ready to out from my house. I called My Dear, she said she already out from the house. I'm surprise why she din't inform me earlier that she out? my mind turn to negetive thinking. Then she reply me,just wanted to sms you that im going out. WTF..i really pissed off. Before i call her 1 hour ago. She call me told me she just arrive home from shopping supermarket with her mom. Then i really worry,worry and worry,don't know what the guy thinking what. That guy know my dear not more then 6 month can go out 3 times (include this time). Previously say go Cheras for dinner,suddenly change mind go Dataran Sunway (Kota Damansara) have dinner. Near to that guy shop.Go for Korea Food,as what i know all this time,my dear not really like Korea Food & Japanese Food. Quite weird on this matter. I keep on text her n text her to alert her. I really freaking worry about my dear. My dear reply my text,but sometimes very slow reply,really worry like shit. She can share food with the person that she not really know, my dear very easily trsut someone with her own eye. Time is pass,from approx. 8pm - 11.45pm they together. At 10pm,i wait for her back.hide around the housing area,text her where are she,and i prepared to stay clam & steady. When she text me that she at Cheras,i stay alert & awake,wait her back. She arrive her house 11.43pm follow by my hp clock. After that i drive home,and saw the guy car. Saw his plate number,saw his face. I can recognize his car and face.

Continue....

BLACKandWHITE Tuesday, July 14, 2009