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Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thinking deeply....

In the late midnight i can't really sleep well. It is almost 3am in the morning. I still awake with my eyes open,laying on the bed,feel very uncomfortable with my body. I get up from the bed,head to wash room and wash my face and get a pee. HAHA. Then i went to room and open my laptop for awhile. After that,went back to my bed. My mind can't stop thinking those bad thing that happen to my dear. I thinking it very deeply,how should i react on this matter? i can't blame everything to my dear,it's does not fair to her. My mind told me to forgive her and let it be,but my heart are damn pain,wanted to find the guy and talk with him what he really want. Really feel like the guy want take advantage,if can't get then find reason to hide it. I really pissed off with this guy. My six sense keep on telling me that this guy will take another step if my dear still want to friend with him. How do i face this probelm when it happen? I can't believe my dear with her idea/thinking. Other girls will be break the freindship when this thing happen,but my dear don't mind about it.
What a confusing gf i had. Really make me headache and worry every single sec.

BLACKandWHITE Thursday, July 23, 2009